MuCh ThOuGhTs To Be ApPrEciAtEd....

Dear all, it's been a while since i last wrote. Doesn't mean that things doesn't go through my head. Sometimes it really takes a moment of inspiration and a stroke of genius to write. I have wrote some of my thoughts down, but never had the time to finish it... think of it like a path that I have not completed... One day... I shall complete it...

Title: "How Do you Feel?"
Date: Unknown, but should be in early January 2011...
Content:
How does it feel? If one moment you're in one person's life, and the next moment you're out of it. How does it feel? You're like a passer-by now, needy of information but at the same time deprived of it. How does it feel? Like a famished kid, reaching out for the steamed bun but for your hand to swat aside just before you get it. How does it feel?

Perhaps my greatest fear is to be set aside, abandoned, no longer have the privilege to know more information about you. I'm jailed, separated from your life. I'm curious, but no longer have the rights to know.

Title: "Spring into Life"
Date: Spring 2011
Content:
Technically, I began writing this entry on the 1st day of the lunar new year. Have been thinking abt a concept since before though. But a series of event has occurred that finally evoked my emotion to comment. I need to ponder abt these thoughts for a while as well...

Yesterday, a colleague's acquaintance committed suicide. and today, I just found out that one of my best friend's grandma just passed away. The two events reminded me how fragile life is. It can exist one day and be gone another. What are the chances that my life will be over tomorrow? The two deaths can symbolize a lot of things, depending on how you look at it. For some, it may mark the end of a person's life.

I hope that this post will give me enthusiasm to write further.....