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"When I see you smile - Bad English
(verse one)
Sometimes I wonder
How I'd ever make it through
Through this world
without having you
I just wouldn't have a clue
Cause sometimes it seems
Like this world's closing in on me
And there's no way of breaking free
And then I see you reach out for me
Sometimes I wanna give up
Wanna give in
I wanna quit the fight
AND ONE LOOK AT YOU BABY
can make everything all right
can make everything alright
(chorus)
When I see you smile
I can face the world
Oh you know I can do anything
When I see you smile
I see a ray of light
Oh I see it shining
right through the rain
When I see you smile
Baby when I see you smile at me
Oh yeah
(verse 2)
Baby there's nothing in this world that could ever do
What the touch of your hand can do
It's like nothing that I ever knew
ooooohhhh
And when the rain is falling
I don't feel it
Cause you're here with me
AND ONE LOOK AT YOU BABY
It's all I'll ever need
All I'll ever need
When I see you smile
I can face the world
Oh you know I can do anything
When I see you smile
I see a ray of light
Oh I see it shining
right through the rain
When I see you smile
Baby when I see you smile at me
(bridge)
Sometimes I wanna give up
I wanna give in
I wanna quit the fight
Then one look at you baby
can make everything alright
can make everything alright
It's alright
(chorus)
When I see you smile
I can face the world
Oh you know I can do anything (that i can do anything)
When I see you smile (when i see you smile)
I see a ray of light
Oh I see it shining
right through the rain (baby when i see you smile)
Yeah
When I see you smile
Yeah I can face the world (everyday)
Oh you know I can do anything (everyday)
When I see you smile
Oh yeah
Baby when I see you smile at me
when i see you smile.. baby when i see you smile..
aaaattt me..
I'll be over you - TOTO
Some people live their dreams
Some people close their eyes
Some people's destiny
Passes by
There are no guarantees
There are no alibis
That's how our love must be
Don't ask why
Bridge:
It takes some time
God knows how long
I know that I can forget you
As soon as my heart stops breakin'
Anticipating
As soon as forever is through
I'll be over you
Remembering times gone by
Promises we once made
What are the reasons why
Nothing stays the same
Bridge:
There were the nights holding you close
Someday I'll try to forget them
Someday I'll be over you
I don't even know where to begin writing this. It is official, we have to part ways. The ring that once meant so much to me had to be retired. Not because it had made an unforgivable mistake, but because it had served me so well, kept me out of trouble - protected me, gave me so much strength, even saved my finger on several occasions. It had always been my guardian angel, the protector that kept me safe and loyal to its owner. A memento, if you will, of a wonderful friendship, dependency, connection, emotional reliance, companionship and love symbol. A talisman that I kissed everytime trouble caught up with me, a reassurance that I have to believe that I'll be alright, a reminder for me to have faith within myself and suceed. It was my pillar of support and I pinned my life onto it.
As I gave the loyal buddy a long hard stare, I can't help but to feel lost. For the first time in a long time, I've been given another blow to recover from. A blow that probably has enough magnitude to explode myself from the within. It all begins at the heart, and when it makes its way into your major organs, you're doomed. Illness will come repetitiously, problems will be overwhelming, and it is just a matter of seconds before the body overloads and attempt to protect itself through mental breakdown. I stared blankly at the cold piece of metal, such a burden to just let it go, I can't bear to leave it.
Eventually I closed my eyes, give the bond symbol a last kiss, and threw it out as far as I could. The wind will take it, the ocean waves will bring it, to its last destination. I did it all with a heap load of regret. A burden that I know I can't handle by myself. But no matter what, life goes on.
It is the end. Might be the mark of a new beginning, but I'll grief for now. My heart is dead, feelings numb, body lifeless, mind helpless, vision listless.
I could have kept the ring as a keepsake. It can remind me of the times that I experience the best of my life. The golden years that had passed me by. There was no more us, all that remains is just me.
You did ask me, as a last attempt of saving our relationship, "what is it that you need from me?". Many answers came up to my mind, but it all spiralled to just one word - support.
Yes, I needed your support. It's not that I've waited too long for you to get better. I did, at times, wish that you were stronger than me. Protect me the way the ring protected me. Give my heart a sense of belonging, and security. Yes, the age reversal process do happen. You know this fact more than anybody else, and you didn't know. The answer is actually really simple. For all the time that we've been together, all I needed was just your support. Yet sometimes when we talk about this, all I hear was "I don't know how to" or " that is just not me, how do you expect me to be somebody I'm not."
I've never been angry at you. Nor have I ever blamed you for everything that went wrong. I've always said it was more of disappointment than rage. Reciprocation is a major thing in this connection. I wanted to have you protect me the way I've protected you.
I'm not saying that I don't make mistakes in the relationship. I do. Perhaps I just can't see beyond the fact that you're trying. Maybe my standard was too high. What if I was the one who was oblivious to the fact that you actually put in effort to this relationship? I'm sorry. It's all I can say. I've expected too much from you.
I've brought this upon myself. Undoubtedly. I did. I've played a major part in the destruction of this production. I am the ultimate destroyer of what could have been the best relationship I could ever have. I shouldn't have started this relationship. The pain is just too much for me to handle.
With this, I shall end this final entry. Another teardrop, another heavy heartbeat. I might get over this, but we shall see. For now, I grief... Good bye ring."
