So what have I been doing so far that I've neglected my dear virtual mental vomit container? I've been at work from 0800-1700 everyday, which means I have to wake up around 0600 in the morning to get ready and be at the office by 0730. Then come home at an average of 0530 minimum, or maybe up to 0630 on thursdays trying to keep up with meeting materials. I come home afterwards, eat, then proceed to head out and play tennis. Sometimes tennis, sometimes just PS3, sometimes just out with parents or friends. I keep my schedule as tight as possible so my mind doesn't wander off to places that I don't want it to head to. I play tennis to ensure that I get to slp better at night, no need for all the unscrupulous mambo jumbo, I just fall into a deep sleep the moment my head touches the pillow.
But anyways, I've been lucky so far. In the last 5-6 months, I've made new buddies, new friends who shares similar if not relatively close background as me. And together, we created a weekly A.A meeting session in which non frequent fliers are welcome to join us anytime during the session and have non-stop laughters with the gang. We were, however, never failed to be joined by everybody's best vice - Alcohol.
The weekly A.A meeting wasn't really started until a couple of months ago I guess. This has been the time where I had exploited (trained) my liver to its full potential. During this session, we could have as much jokes/insults/gossips/ serious conversations/ aimless conversation thrown around. And most of the time all of it led to only one ending - a laugh and big gulp of whatever our poison was. On certain weeks, it will be filled with other activities including karaoke, pool, formal dinner, matchmaking session or poker. Hahaha... but we were always accompanied by alcohol.
To a certain extent, alcohol is indeed a really good ice breaker. This is where we calm ourself down and start to be chill before we carry on with the conversation. With alcohol, we can be more at ease (read: Zen) with our surroundings and our peers and will proceed to pour our hearts out. Had a bad week at work? Had a bad break-up? Have complaints regarding the non-existent working ethics in your particular company/ country? Or when you simply need ideas for a brand? I will recommend you to join the club. It really doesn't take that much to begin with. Yes the alcohol will burn a hole in your freaking wallet, or it will make you vomit and completely have a blackout, or simply making out with one of your first cousins? It's all fair and square in love and war, oops, i need to correct that.... the right one should be, it's all fair and square within the weekly A.A meeting session. No judgement, plenty of consolation and weird smirks, but hey, we do what we can to stay sane in this world, don't we? You get more to earn than lose... as the weekly A.A meeting has always given me an enjoyable time...
But what happens after the A.A meeting? Sometimes the silence of the mind is like a electric generator. Once you lose the disturbance in the electromagnetic field, you lose the electricity, and the magnet will only point in one direction. And often, this direction will lead you to places that you don't wanna be in the first place.... hahaha... exactly why the A.A session is good for... it is good for the distraction of the mind. hehehe... I look at this article and the more I am disgusted by it. I have never wrote so badly in my life before. I think I'm losing my touch, or maybe I should write down my thoughts immediately to ensure that I don't lose the original touch that came with it. Will I change my writing habit in order to obtain a better penmanship etiquette? I don't know...
I am not ready to disclose anymore information... but i will... as my life puzzle falls into place... you will realize what is going on.... but for now... let's just distract ourself in the laughter of the A.A members...
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