Friday, August 1, 2008

Too Serious Too Soon...

So apparently, there is still a lot of things going on in the world. It seems to be never ending huh? Have you ever wondered when the earth will sleep? At any given moment, half of the earth was supposed to be asleep. However, there are indeed cities that never sleeps. An example of such city will be Las Vegas, the gambling business never sleeps, prosperity never sleeps. You can struck gold at any given moment of the day, therefore Las Vegas is a city that never sleeps. At any other given moment, it's 5 o'clock somewhere else in the world. How true that is. I heard about that from a song that I listened a while back. So the world is always filled with events. Sleeping is never an option.

Anyway, I don't know why I started talking about the world being unable to sleep. My world has been rocked and sleepless too, I guess. Been sleeping at 7 or 8 pm at night and waking up between 5-6 in the morning. My day seems a little bit longer and my nights are definitely so much shorter. I guess my life now only revolves around visiting family, eating, hanging out with family and eating again. It's not a hard life to lead isn't it? Unfortunately, it is for me. I can't stand just staying still and not doing anything. Seriously... Back in LA, I am always busy, busy in sch, busy outside sch, busy at home, etc. Most of the time, I'm just doing other people's things. There is a limit to how much effort you can put out there, but there are indeed people who managed to accomplish so much at such a short time. So, we come to the question, what do I want to do? What do I like to do? I only have less than a year left in LA, before I head back home, what do I want to do till then?

Of course a huge part of it will be taking classes in school that allows me to complete my minor and major degrees. And that will probably take up about 50-65% of my time. For the rest of the time, I guess I have to do things for myself le. So, serial shows just gotta wait then, I shall do things that I want to do. I want to learn scuba diving, I want to snowboard, I want to explore US, but ultimately, I wanna do something else, something more private and is beyond the scope of this blog.

There are things that I want to try for different reasons. Ultimately, I just want to try how it feels to have adrenaline pushed into your heart, leaving a hint of shiver within your body. I am not saying that I want to break an arm or a leg, but if that is what it takes, then so be it. Perhaps for the remaning time that I have in the US, I just want to release myself, be fearless.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I'd like to just tell you... the best person to teach you about having adrenaline punched right into your life would be Jovan. He'd take you hiking so that you can break a leg, jump off a cliff so you can break an arm ;)

Scuba diving sounds good, you've always wanted to learn it -- so why not start picking out places and start really going for it?

Anyways, I probably need to start a little bit of activity and get some momentum in my life soon. So... you know, if you start charging forward with activities, probably gonna encourage me to do so as well :D

Anonymous said...

hey will..mind teaching me how u implement that music player in ur blog??? shua here